I clearly remember that at my rock bottom that working out became such a priority that it consumed every other aspect of my life. How bad was I willing to look good?
Enough to dedicate my whole time trying to change my body into something it was not. In. my case flesh deprived.
A typical day for me was waking up with the only thought to burn calories. I had a plan, a Fitbit on my wrist and a calorie goal to attain. That was my life, and guess what? I believed I was healthy: athletic to say the least.
So, what happened?
When it came to my physical appearance, my body was depleted. I had lost all remains of femininity my bones and muscle were showing. I was closer to looking like a chicken than like a woman, but I was so caught up into it that I could not even see it. My body aching was almost giving me a sense of well-being. Feeling good was feeling pain it was my disorder taking over.
When I came to my face, due to the lack of nutrients my face started to age, my skin turned gray, and its plumpness disappeared. It was a 30 going on 60 situations. I was caught up nothing could stop me on my quest to burn calories.
Not only I had put my physical health and jeopardy that my social life became the victim of my exercising obsession. I was no longer seeing anyone; I was lying about my whereabouts but also isolating. I was on my own with my Fitbit and the sad part is that I could work out 4 hours a day it was never enough … until the day I collapsed. My wake-up call.
Consider my story as a cautionary tale and rethink about the importance of working out in your life. Exercise is a way to complement your overall wellbeing. Think about it as an add on not an obligation. Prioritize moving your body mindfully such as taking the stairs, going dancing, taking a stroll over High intensity work out session. Your body will thank me for it as well as your cortisol levels. Trust me, I have been there.
Olystic recommendations:
When it comes to exercising, I am a die-hard fan of Melissa Wood Health.
I love her approach to movement and see immediate results. I strive to do her app 4 to 5 times a week. You do not need any props besides a yoga. It is easy, relaxing and fun exactly how it should be.
Reformer Pilates is one of my go to. I treat myself twice a week to a Pilates class in London or Paris. I have just discovered Heartcore studio, and I am obsessed.
https://weareheartcore.com/en-gb/
Try to walk to places, be outside look around. Walking is my cardio. I refuse to track my steps but I try to walk as much as possible. It is a great way to take small breaks during your day. Try to listen to a podcast. Speaking of which I will be launching mine very soon.
Remember your body is a machine treat it with respect and don’t forget to rest
With Love, always.
Olympia